Smith

He walked along the verge of the road. The road had come a long way, but He knew that He was nearly where He wanted to be. He would wait until tomorrow. The man back a few miles had said there was a small campsite somewhere on the right. If He kept moving, He would reach it by night....

...He started a small fire, easily kept under control, and sat down. The rabbit was gutted and left to roast over the fire. He sat and closed his eyes for a moment. Owl floated across the glade and landed in a neaby tree. Wolf was lazing near the edge of the clearing...

...the fire was only embers and the occasional pop. He sat, waiting. He could hear someone moving through the wood nearby. They had been there a while. Two figures appeared at the edge of the small clearing, their faces lit for under by the embers. They both looked unsure.

"Hi"
They look at each other and the woman steps a bit forward. "Hello. I am Ellen. This is Toby." She waits. He does not say anything, but watches "And your name is?"
"I don't know."
"What?"
"I don't know."
The woman looks confused. "Oh. Have you come far?"
"Today I have walked all day."
"Where do you come from?"
He pauses. "North, I think."
"North."
"Yes."
"Are you going much further?"
"I don't think so."
"You make it sound like you don't know."
"I don't. Wolf is leading me."
The man takes a step forward "Wolf?"
"Yes." He knows this is where it usually goes wrong. If the two are going to rob Him, they assume He is crazy and therefor will not be missed. If they are just normal people, they think he is crazy and therefore will be dangerous. He tells them so that this will finish - He has tried to explain so many times before and it always ends the same. "Wolf and Owl have guided me as I walk."
The man and woman look at each other with an odd expression. They will leave, He decided. They did not look like the robbing type.
The man squatted down so that he did not loom above Him. "You're telling me that a wolf led you here?"
"Not a wolf. Wolf".
The man looks at the woman with an accusing expression. "Oh, ok, I was wrong. Sue me." The woman looks at Him. "I am Ellen Dawn's Song, a Galliard of the Children of Gaia. This is Toby Hope of the Land, a Theurge of the Children of Gaia." He looked at her blankly. She sighed "You are one of us. A Garou. And you're home.", and she flowed up from her human shape, through the tallest shape and into the wolf shape.
The man came forward and took His hand, pulling him up to his feet. "Come. Let us talk to Wolf and Owl." The man pulled out a piece of mirror. "Ready?"


"...but it seems that Owl thinks that you are a Silent Strider, not a Child of Gaia."
He frowned slightly. "What is the difference?"
"Well, none really - all of us are Gaia's children" said Ellen. "But the Garou have their bloodlines and family and spirits who look out for them. Ages past, each of these bloodlines had their own territory and became tribes, with little contact between most of them. You... look, this is silly, we can't just keep calling you 'You'. You need a name."
Toby, idling swinging his legs, grinned and said "Smith".
"You're not helping."
"Smith"
"No, I'm serious. Smith. Its much easier to pass yourself off as a Smith rather than a Ethelbergen. Not John though."
"Why not John? Nothing wrong with John"
"Smith"
"Well, its too predicatable. How about Jacob?"
"Does he look like a Jacob to you?" Ellen waved her hand at Him. "I mean, its hard enough to pin a nationality on him, let alone an origin."
"Well, you pick something then?"
"Smith. Hrmm"
"How about Jake?"
"Oh, Jacob is out, but Jake is ok?"
"I was trying to go with your idea some, ok?"
"Ha. Julian."
"Too art society"
"Smith. Hi, I'm Smith"
"What? Well, move away from the J's then."
"Nothing wrong with J." Ellen chewed her lip a fraction. "Justin"
"Jacques."
"Thats French."
"And? You heard those snippets that he was speaking."
"And some of it was Spanish - Josez."
He spoke up. "Smith."
Ellen looked at Him. "Yes, we've already decided that on the Smith part - we're looking for a first name."
"No, just Smith is fine." He looked at Wolf. "I am Smith".
Wolf and Owl looked at each other and something was exchanged. When they did that, He sometimes wondered if they weren't something more than just Wolf and Owl.
Ellen looked exasperated. "You can't be just Smith. How about Jason?"
"No, Smith." He smiled. "Thank you." Smith wandered away.


...Smith could smell that the human was not well. They were going to die unless something was done. He crept forward as far as he could without her seeing him. She was on the ground, curled up and crying. He sighed. There was nothing he could do in the lupus, so he crept back 10 meters or so and flowed up to the homid, and then walked up noisily.
The human heard him and she cried out. "Who's there?
Smith appeared through some bushes. "Are you ok?"
"Who are you?"
"My name's Smith."
The human curled back into a ball and started to shudder. Smith sighed and moved over. He rolled her onto her back and she yelled "What are you doing? Leave me alone."
"You're really sick. You need some help. Do you live nearby?" He scooped her up and stood up. She yelled some more and wriggled out of his grasp, tried to stand up and then fell over with a gasp. "Stop that. I can help."
"How do I know you're not some country maniac?"
He walked over and knelt next to her. "Well... what could you do about it if I was?"
She looked at him and burst out laughing, but stopped and moaned in pain. Between shudders she gasped out "I'm in a cottage about half a mile that way" and tried to point.
"Ok." Smith scooped her up and started to move at a quick trot towards the direction she pointed....

...could see the cottage ahead of him. He walked up to the door and tried the handle. Locked. He looked at her, but she was still unconscious. Smith sighed, half stood her up and said "Excuse me", and started going through her jeans pockets. He found a keyring and tried it. The lock was a bit stuck, but opened. He swung her back up into his arms and went in, her feet first. The cabin was small, but smelt recently cleaned. He looked around and found a bedroom, lowering her down. She stirred and looked a bit panicked. "I guess this is where I find out you're a maniac."

Smith smiled. "Your lucky day I suspect. Now, do you have a phone."
She shook her head. "I'm supposed to be getting away from it all. No phone." She coughed a bit, rather ineffectually and looked a bit paler. "I feel awful."
"Have you eaten anything unusual recently? Something that might account for this." He didn't mention that the last cough had left a faint amount of blood on her lips.
"Some berries." Smith looked at her unbelieving. "Don't look at me like that. I checked them out in a book I had - they are ok to eat." She convulsed some more. "Well, maybe I'm wrong, but the book... " she flopped to the side of the bed and hauled up a book, flicked through it. "There. " She pointed at a picture and description.
Smith nodded. "They are edible. Where did you get them from?"
"Down near the creek. A bit further along from where you found me, near a fairly large rock face."
Smith winced. "Right near the edge of the creek? "
"Some of them.." another coughing fit "..why?"
"One of the farmers upstream was found to be poisoning the land that he owned with pesticides, and they probably got into the creek last winter."
"Oh god. Is he still doing it?"
...the fomor is held screaming between two Crinos Garou as Smith pulls the lid off the drum of wyrm-infested pesticide. The two Garou thrust the fomor head first into the drum and hold him there until he stops struggling...
"No, he had an accident, and poisoned himself - thats how the police found out. But the poisons are still around."
"How strong are they?" She sees Smith's face. "Oh god. Am I going to die?"
"I should be able to stop that." Her eyes widen. "I need to get some things and then use your kitchen, is that ok?"
She starts convulsing again, and coughing. She wipes her mouth and notices the blood. She nods rapidly. Smith walks out of the house. He already has some of what he needs in his bag, but he can't let the woman see what he needs to do to prepare it. He finds a flat rock and places some roots down on it. Smith sings quietly for 20 minutes, calling to the spirit of the plants. When he finishes he speaks "Friend Sweet Flag, a human lies dying nearby, from poisons of the Wyrm. I ask your help to fight against the darkness within her. Friend Burnock, she has spent too many hours fighting the darkness by herself - I would ask you to lend your strength to give her time for that Friend Sweet Flag may fight the darkness. In return, I will prepare the way for your spirits to be reborn near my caern." To Smith's sight, the roots glowed briefly and then the light sank into them. "I thank you Friends. I will remember your names, and provide you with homes." He rose to his feet and jogged back to the cottage. The woman was asleep or unconscious as he looked around for a metal pot. As the Sweet Flag was being steeped, he mashed the sanctified root of the Burdock and mixed it with sugar and water.
Smith walked into the other room, and half pulled the woman upright. A pool of blood and saliva had formed next to her mouth, and run along the pillow. She half stirred and Smith spoon fed her the Burdock. Its strength should keep her alive until the Sweet Flag was ready...

... noticed that she was watching him through the door. He poured out the tea and brought it in. "Here, drink this."

"What is it?"
"A sort of herbal tea. It will help with the poison."
"Are you an indian? Sorry, I mean amerind? Its just the herbs stuff. I thought you might have been going to get a car or something..."
"I think that I have some amerind ancestors, but I'm not sure. Drink."
She drinks some of it and then gags. "That's disgusting."
"Yes, but it will cause the poison to stop being poisonous. Drink."
She drinks it all. "What was it? And that other stuff?"
"Sweet Flag root, made into a tea. The other was Fr- er, Burdock. They both grow around here, if you know what to look for."
"And you do?"
"Yes."
"Could you teach me?" Smith looks at her. "I'm interested. And I'm writing a book, and it might be the sort of thing I should know."
He sighs. "I can teach you, if you listen to all I say. Sweet Flag root - what you drank - it is a cure for some poisons. But by itself, it is poisonous. Knowing what they can do is not enough - you need to know when they should be used. Sweet Root is no good for snake bites, or some plant poisons. It takes a long time to learn."
"Hey, I'm patient. I'm not in a hurry to go anywhere." Something flickered over her face. "I'm planning to be here for at least a year."
Smith looked at her. "Good. Because you should not move around for a couple of days. Give your body a chance to heal."
She looks uncertain. "Er, I was going to go for some food - I'm almost out."
"I can do that. I'll go now." Smith stands and collects some of his things, then comes back in. "I will be back near dusk. Do not eat anything until I come back. I have left your key on the table." He nods to her and turns to leave.
"Er... Roberta."
Smith turns back "Sorry?"
"My name - its Roberta."
Smith nods. "Ah. Ok, Roberta. I will be back later." ...

... "...brought you food that will keep for longer. Some of it is canned. "

"Where did you get this stuff?"
"Some of it is mine, some of it is from shops."
"You are the weirdest person I have every met."
"Oh."
"It wasn't meant badly."
"Ok. You should not be standing, you're not well still."
"I'm alright, I just feel a bit dizzy.... ok, I'll sit." Roberta yawns. "I am so tired. Is that because of the poison?"
"In some part. Some of it is the remedy as well. Here." He offers her some bread. "Eat this. You need something plain. I will make a sandwich for you. Then you should sleep."
She munches on the bread. "Are you going to go?"
He looks up from the bread. "Er. No, I was going to sleep on your couch. You will need a little more of the Burnock tomorrow."
Roberta finishes chewing and swallows. "Ok."


"....and meadowsweet infusion for the indigestion, right? ..Smith?"

Smith made a 'just a second' jesture, and kept listening. Roberta tried to hear what he was concentrating on. She suddenly went cold when she realised that she could hear canine howls. "Those -"
"shh!"
She rocked back in surprise. Smith was very rarely short with her... she tried not to be hurt. When he finally let his concentration slip and his attention came back to the room, he said "I am sorry. I was listening to their song. Yes, they are wolves."
"Are they dangerous?"
"No, not to you. They do not like the smell of man, and the forest is richly provisioned - only a pack of starving wolves would even consider coming near you. This winter will be mild, and there will be plenty of prey for them. That song was their hunting call."
"How do you know so much about wolves?"
...run with us tonight Smith - we hunt most joyously
"They live in the forest too. It makes sense to learn what I can." Smith saw her face taking on that "indian guide" look. "And there was a animal psychologist here in the wood last year. I spent some time with him." As she laughed, Smith smiled. The lamp light made her seem to glow within. He wanted to tell her that she was safe from the wolves because he had told them about her - but he could not give her that sure an assurance.
"So there's no danger from them?"
"They are not dogs. They are creatures of the wild. And yes, they are dangerous. But they will not seek you out. Hrm." Smith reached across the floor and dragged his bag closer. He ransacked through it some, and pulled out a cloth bag on a string. He tossed it to Roberta. "Here. If you wear or carry this, the wolves will have double the reason to avoid you. No, don't open it. The smell of the wolfsbane is strong enough through the cloth."
"This stuff actually works?"
"Well, you won't be able to drive off a hungry pack with it, but they will be less inclined to come near you." Smith tried to subtly rub his itching hands on his jeans. Carrying it was bad enough, but holding it gave him a weird rash. He looked at the clock above her kitchen. "It is late, I should go.". Smith rose gracefully to his feet. "You should sleep. You will never write anything if you sleep all day and stay up all night."
A brief pause. "I'm still researching." Roberta rose up also, and saw him to the door. "'night Smith."
"G'night"


...shimmered into existence in the Umbra. Smith looked at Owl, who gave a soft hooo and drifted off to the north. Smith flowed to the wolf form and waited for the change in his senses to make sense. He then loped off after Owl. He barely adjusted to the loping pace of the wolf when Owl stopped. Ahead he could hear the screaming of an animal in pain. Smith crept forward.

A deer spirit, torn and shredded, beyond life, still tried desperately to run through the forest. It seemed chained to one spot, but ran around, trying to get away from the pin. Smith faded his vision to the material world. He could see a pickup truck. Hunters. Tied to the back was the corpse of a deer, riddled with shotgun blasts. Smith moved around the spirit realm by touch, trying to find the hunters. Three of them. He called upon his spirit Gifts and tried to smell for the scent of the Wyrm. One of the men was a fomor. The other two were simply tainted, probably by his presence and encouragement. Smith reattuned his awareness to the world of spirits. He crept forward...

...whispered words of comfort to the deer spirit's crushed body. He hoped that it would reform, ignorant of the past. In the meantime, he had to deal with the fomor. Smith tailed them for the rest of the day, wondering whether he should return to his Sept for help. He was fairly sure he could deal with himself. Ellen had suggested a way for this sort of problem to be dealt with subtly, and he wanted to try it.

Eventually the three men returned to their campsite. The fomor made some crass necrotic jokes with the deer corpse, and the other two laughed along nervously. One of them suggested sleeping for a few hours and then going out just after dusk for some more shooting. The other two agreed and Smith smiled to himself. When he was sure that they were asleep, he returned to the Realm. He crept forward towards their truck...

... decided not to take their truck - the noise would drive game away. They trudged several miles, not realising that Smith trailed them in the Umbra. They stopped, and one of the humans pointed out a doe ahead. The fomor grinned and said "My turn". He raised his shotgun to his shoulder and pulled the trigger...

...grinned in a mirthless way. Ellen's suggestion of just bending the barrel on the shotgun worked exceptionally well. The two humans were less than impressed at having to drag their half-decapitated comrade all the way back to their truck and then explaining to the police what had happened. Hopefully the two of them would be less confidant with their firearms and would not return. Smith followed them back to their pickup, and listened to their description of events to the cops. Satisfied, he headed back to the Sept...


"...still haven't told me what the cause celebere is?

"I thought you might have guessed. The silly hats. The cake with candles.... its my birthday Smith."
"Oh. Happy birthday.", he said, raising his glass.
She looked at him oddly. "You really didn't realise. Didn't your folks celebrate birthdays?"
Smith frowned slightly. "I don't know. As soon as you said 'birthday', I knew what that involved. But until then, it just hadn't occured to me."
"Don't you ever wonder what you used to be?" The question was asked timidly, as if she wasn't sure about the response.
Smith didn't answer immediately. "Not very often. I... I have made certain commitments to who I am now, and I can't and don't want to break them. "
"But what if there are people who are looking for you?
"I... don't think that there are." Smith paused. "I might be wrong, but nothing clicks in my mind like 'birthday' did when I say father, or son or whatever. I don't feel any pull to go back and try and find out who I was. Who I am is sufficient."
There was a long pause. Smith broke it with "So how old are you?"
Roberta chuckled. "I thought gentlemen weren't supposed to ask."
Smith looked at his torn jeans, t-shirt and lack of shoes. "Gentleman?"
The two of them laughed. "I'm 27 today. I'm also celebrating my 6th month here."
Smith looked distant for a moment. "You're right. I only really notice the seasons. It was summer when you got sick. Well, then, this calls for a toast.."

Smith yawned. "It is nearly dawn, I should go." He stood up, a little unsteadily.

Roberta wobbled to her feet and walked with him to the door. They stood and looked at each other. "Smith?"
"Yes?"
"Stay with me tonight?".

The water tumbled him around and around, bitterly cold, and banging him into rocks again and again. He couldn't find enough time to orient himself before being twisted and dumped down another two feet. A brief encounter with the surface let him gasp in air, but for too long, and he sucked in water also, coughing and choking, wasting what precious air he had -

"Smith!"
He sat up with a shock, still gasping for air. Beside him, Roberta, resting up on one elbow looked worried. He started coughing, but got it under control.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes. No. Um, I will be. Its a nightmare that I keep having."
"I'll say - you were thrashing around like mad." Smith lay back against the pillows, and stared at the ceiling. Roberta looked at the clock. Midday. "Are you going to be able to sleep?"
"I don't think so. Its hard to throw off that nightmare for a while."
"I can think of something to distract you." She swung herself on top of him...


...watched her from the woods. Roberta was carefully going over her herb garden. He watched her for a few moments, then walked over, in front of the cottage. He deliberately scuffed up the ground as he approached. Roberta still jumped.

"Where the hell have you been?"
Smith blinked. "I had to go somewhere."
"I thought you'd got yourself killed or something! You just vanished, no note, no message, nothing. Do you know how odd a look the police give you when you report someone missing, and then try to give them details? Name? Smith. What Smith? Just Smith. Address? I don't know. Next of Kin? I don't know. Well, what does he look like? Kind of amerind, but with blonde hair. Lady, get out." She stopped and glared at him. "Well?"
"I had to go somewhere."
"Stop with the indian guide shit!"
"I'm not being obscure to annoy you."
"Pity, because you'd be succeeding then!"
"Look Roberta -"
"Don't patronise me."
Smith couldn't help it. The wolf leapt to the surface for just a second. His eyes shimmered and took on a golden-brown cast, his nails extended and he growled. Roberta staggered back and fell onto the ground. Smith closed his eyes and calmed the wolf. He sank into a squat. "I had to go somewhere with some friends. I didn't have a chance to come and tell you before I went. I can't tell you where I went. I can't tell you that it won't happen again."
"Who are you?"
"Your friend. I have... things.. that I must do. I have certain abilities to do those things. They are not safe. I can't tell you about them. But I am the same Smith who you have known for these last nine months."
"I don't know that I know you at all."
"You know... well, some. I have not been deceiving you about who I am, why I am here. I... I just can't tell you about when I am not here."
"Is it illegal?"
"Sometimes."
"Damn it Smith, how can I trust you?"
"How do you know I'm not some country maniac you mean?" he said with a straight face. There was a silence between them.
Roberta closed her eyes and sighed. "I must be out of my mind. Come on in - tell me what you have been doing for the last month...."